"Lost for words" for a most unfortunate and unwarranted action ...
Lost
for words.
It
all started because of Mother’s favourite book, which was a gift from her best
friend, being torn to shreds. Fuming with rage, Mother was as mad as a hornet.
Marching towards my brother, Luke and me, Mother stared daggers at both of us.
“Who did it?” Who had the nerves of steel to rip up my book? Perhaps it was
you, James?” Mother’s murderous looks chiseled through me. I turned
tongue-tied. “But … but how – “ “Don’t deny the truth!” I know it’s you for
certain!” Mother thundered as she stared at me balefully. I had to endure what
seemed like hell for a torturous hour before being let off. When Mother stormed
away, I muttered under my breath, “Why am I always being reprimanded by
Mother?” I was definitely an unlucky child. Why was Luke always the apple of her
eye? Why? Speaking of Luke, did I just see him grin?
It
then dawned on me that perhaps Luke was the culprit, the one behind the prank.
My blood began to boil. Anger engulfed me like a fire-breathing dragon of rage.
Scarlet with fury, I marched towards Luke and asked, “Were you the one who
ripped up the books?” “Seriously, for the first and last time, I did – “
Cutting in, I snapped, “Do you think I’m that stupid or what?” Before Luke
could protest, I landed a powerhouse kick that sent Luke flying into the
recently whitewashed wall. A howl of pain escaped from Luke’s throat,
reverberating throughout the house. All of a sudden, pin-drop silence
encompassed the house. My legs turned to jelly when I saw blood spurting out
from Luke’s hand. Did I just cause all of this?
Coincidentally,
Mother happened to pass by. Seeing Luke’s lifeless body, Mother’s eyes dilated
with concern and pain. “Oh no, Luke! My precious Luke! James, what have you
done to him?” Mother cried aloud, as she hugged Luke tightly. Tears fell like
arrows of devastation and sadness from Mother’s hazelnut brown eyes. Staring at
Mother and my unconscious brother, I felt like a criminal waiting for his
sentence to be passed. I was lost for words.
Lost
for words because of my impulsive act, an act of envy.
Lost
for words because of what I had done.
Lost
for words.
Signing off until the next essay,
Elijah Wee, Singapore
Signing off until the next essay,
Elijah Wee, Singapore
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